after my week long break, I feel a lot more better about myself. I've interacted with my friends more, I feel a lot more... happy, that also means I am more enthusiastic! (which, may come with a bit of cringe...) and since I've recovered from some devastating things, I am more ready to be more active on newgrounds! and also, that "funkyERRORstick" phase has gone away. I guess it was guilt of whatever I did to make iambda847 block me, and in the span of the week break, I made some more real life friends! they can be a bit agitating at times, but friends are respectable people. I feel safe around the people of newgrounds, my friends, and you, whoever is reading this. I feel safe.

everything's going to be okay.